- FOR THOSE WHO PRAY
- MARIAN CENTERS
- PILGRIMAGE FOR PEACE
- PRAYER FOR PEACE
- Campaign for Peace
While at three in the afternoon the very entrails of My Divine and unfathomable Mercy opens, your Master and Lord withdraws from the hells of the Earth all those who were oppressed by pain and adversity.
It is for this reason that your Lord will send His Messenger and faithful Servant to Croatia so that, through Her Maternal Love, spiritual forgiveness may be granted to all the people of Croatia, which in recent times has been a witness to conflicts and adversities.
Therefore, on this day, I come to pour out the Mercy of God where it is very needed so that, on their faces, souls may recover the joy of living and of participating in a spiritual Communion with the Creator, Who will give them the life and the love to be able to erase the past and cut the chain of errors that have been committed.
My Mercy wishes to penetrate the deep spaces of the consciousness where there is a void and a spiritual desert that has placed the Croatian people in a position of discouragement and in the lack of loving hope.
Through the Heavenly Mother, I bring you the opportunity of finding again the meaning of life, because in the Croatian people is the fortitude of survival and determination.
I thank you for keeping My Words in your heart!
Who blesses you,
Your Master and Lord, Christ Jesus
Do not allow, on any account or reason, that the tree of the fruits of the Wisdom of God dries up and that its roots stop penetrating into the depths of the earth, so that, in this way, the tree may stay strong.
From time to time, storms, deserts, droughts or heavy rains will come; but I will not allow anything to knock you down.
Trust in Me. I Am the Tree of Life and who lives in Me will not perish.
I have everything to give you, just as I have the power to take everything away from you.
Throughout time, I will place you in scenarios never experienced before because I will need you to suffer for Me, or that you be glad for Me, in each moment.
Let the sap of My Wisdom run through each part of your being like water that purifies but at the same time calms.
Do not despair nor be anguished because, in the greatest inner void, just like in the greatest desert, I Am. Firmly take My Hand and just say to Me: "Come, Lord Jesus", and there I will be.
I Am the refuge for those distressed. I Am the hope for those who despair. I Am the motive and the reason for each stage of life.
Do not fail to say to Me: "Lord, I trust in You", and I will give you My Trust, again and again, as I have already given you so that you may feel comforted and firm for the coming steps to be taken.
Nurture yourself from the Tree of Life and take the fruits and the gifts that My Heart brings.
Come to Me and everything will be in peace.
I thank you for keeping My Words in your heart!
Who blesses you,
Your Master, Christ Jesus
Second Series of Poems
Fourth poem of a soul to the Sacred and Blessed Heart of Jesus
may the Rays of Your Heart
dissolve any possible
spiritual blindness in me,
so that I have the joy
of recognizing Your humble steps.
Make me brave,
as You were, dear Jesus,
in each step of the Cross.
That I not fear to carry
my own miseries,
That I not fear not being able to find You.
But I know that as You are
kind and merciful, Lord,
You will grant me the Grace of finding You,
of feeling You and of recognizing You
in my inner world.
May You be that Divine Flame
inside of us
that transmutes and purifies everything.
Distance me, Lord,
from the illusions of life,
from everything that is superficial.
May I never lose the thirst
of drinking of your Blood
and eating of your Divine Body.
Make me similar to all
Your humble servants and martyrdoms
that gave until the last
minute of their lives
to witness and recognize You.
May I not fear the deserts
in which You place me.
Let My Liberating Power extract, from your being, the old vestments of the past, so that the true purpose may emerge in you, and thus the new being may be born.
Sometimes to deprive oneself of the past is more painful than crossing an entire desert, thirsty and without water. But My Liberating Rays descend upon those who are Mine so that they may surrender everything to Me and thus My Divine and Unfathomable Mercy may triumph.
Dare, companions, to let My Liberating Rays divest you of the past, so that your true and only essence may be revealed, and with it, all the treasures of the Love of God enter in you.
Do not think you will die before you reach Me due to being divested. The spiritual death of the past begins by accepting the designs of the Great Master.
This is the hour in which your Lord will cause Truth to emerge within His Own people, which is to say, the truth of being able to know pain, misery, and bitterness. And all of that together will be liberated by Me, so that the grand mission, of representing Me in the world and in the most crucial moment of My Church, may be fulfilled in souls.
For this reason I divest you and I deliver you to My Father, empty of everything, so that your testimonies be the true example of your lives.
To truly be by My Side, I will need up to the last drop of your effort; in this way, My Plan will be fulfilled as it is written in Heaven.
I thank you for holding My Words in your heart!
Who blesses you,
Your Master, Christ Jesus
My Voice is heard again in the deserts of this world and My Word echoes in the hearts that recognize the Glorified Aspect of the Lord.
I Am the last Prophet of these times.
Just as I Am the Principle, I Am also the End, and everything will pass through Me until the last living cell of this planet.
Because I come from an infinite mystery, from an infinite Creation, of a immaterial Source that the world cannot touch, because it only vibrates in spirit.
I come from this Grand Spirit, whence comes My Voice, which is the Word of Life, which brings to the world renewal and peace; which builds in souls a reconnection with God and with His Divine Spirit.
In this immaterial Source I was conceived in order to arrive in this Creation, in order to show myself to you and to be among you, sharing the Path of God, which is the only way that will unite all religions.
I Am here as the Lord of the Religions today, to synthesize the best, the most evolutionary, the good from each one of them.
Today I come to weave with My own Hands, through religions, the last necklace of Light which will unite each one of them in a single path where someday they will meet one another to realize, at last, that the only religion is the Love of God, the Love of the Source, which brings infinite wisdom, understanding and comprehension.
Just as I was in the past, so long ago, announcing the Word of Life and the Gospel in deserts, today the last Prophet of God returns to deserts to proclaim His Return, which will unite all that is separated in the consciousness of humankind of this world.
Just as religions will be united, also cultures will be united, which will proclaim the Kingdom of God and worship Its Magnificence, Its Resplendence and Infinity.
This moment is near, when all will be clear, when all will be revealed and there will no longer be differences, because the end of a time is approaching, and the most difficult transition is near. And those who do not seek the Religion of Love, which comes from God, will perish.
For this, before all happens, love without borders and without resistances.
In the desert of life there are only summits to be crossed and hills for walking through. There, on the horizon of your hearts, is found My Venerable Temple, full of love, of unity and faith, an unbreakable space that bears the headwinds and the tremors of others.
Nothing greater than My Sacerdotal Love will be able to overthrow the temple of your heart. For this be attentive because you will be on time for returning to the dwelling of the apostles and of the servers of God.
If you did not pray the Chaplet of the Divine Mercy the temple would have already been overthrown a long time ago. May your conviction of wanting to be with Me be the permanent impulse to build the new dwelling for My Return.
Be carriers of the flame of My Perpetual Hope and believe in the power of the supreme trust that I deposit from on High into your lives. Go ahead waiting for the upcoming time of peace of the heart and of all the consciousness. Together we will construct, through merciful prayer the new trail for the hearts that fall day by day, that totally deny Me and that loose the sacred temple of the heart from great landslides.
Remember that the good Works are fulfilled when the workers build towards the High and the Divine. In this way nothing that may not be the designs of the Father will be able to interfere in the aim of My Project.
Enter into the highest current of My Merciful Heart. May nothing totally suffocate you, but may your consciousness always be joyful for serving the King of kings.
In Heaven they talk about the dedication of those who answer to My Call while on Earth the prayerful hearts are raised to the Temple of My Heart.
Under the Mercy of God, be blessed.
Thank you for opening to Me the door of your inner temple!
Christ Jesus, the High Priest and Guardian of the Temple of the Heart
My Merciful Heart, at three in the afternoon, generates an explosion of Light and of Graces over the hearts that await My Divine Mercy with faith and trust.
But My Powers also are poured over the hearts that are blind in spirit and that cannot see the greatness of My Humble Presence. I need all of the flocks. For this, in this era, My Heart will make use of the brave ones to be able to reach the essences that are most distant from the path of the spiritual redemption.
Now has arrived the moment to revert the evils that the world awakens and which humanity, asleep in its majority, embraces as if they were sheep without a shepherd.
For this My Mercy comes to restore the deep spaces of consciousness. My Heart is approaching with the intention of alleviating the great despair of many souls, those which lack peace because they lack the prayer of the heart.
My divine wish is that all may be able to glimpse that the Great Lord. He who belongs to them from the beginning is returning, but this time to give testimony to the true presence of God and to the Greater Life.
For this the good flocks must unite themselves as only one in order to help Me, removing from the critical thoughts indifferences, opinions and judgments, because it will cost the soul that may not be willing to be empty of itself a double effort to find peace.
It is time to die to oneself and it is time to see the reality that anguishes the great number of hearts that are lonely, as in a spacious desert of loneliness and thirst. The Source of Life that represents the Sacred Heart of Jesus comes to quench your spiritual thirst and It wants for humanity to repair the Blessed Heart from the very serious offenses that hurt the Heart of the All Powerful.
If there is a true and permanent response on the part of the people who pray, humanity will receive the Grace of Forgiveness, and it will have some time more of peace if it establishes the devotion towards the Merciful Heart of Jesus.
Under the Grace of the Father, be blessed.
Thank you for listening to My Words with attention!
As long as you are in this world, life will be an exercise of constant transcendence and redemption.
For this, do not detain your steps on those things that form part of your indomitable human condition. Surrender to me, day by day, your little beings and drink from My Fountain of Mercy, which will free you from sin.
Let yourselves be brought to the Kingdom of Peace, and of absolute Love. Do not lose sight of My pilgrim footsteps, because I am by your side to teach you the correct use of the Law of the Lord. Affirm your life in the infinite purity of God, aspire each day to be less for yourselves and more for those who in truth need help.
The key for your constant purification is found in prayer and in faith; because through them you will strengthen the path of the living of your vows. I know with anticipation that you will fail Me, I know with anticipation that you will come to Me seeking internal strength, so that you may face your own inner battle.
I only say to you that bravery and love are needed to live in My Project, because to be blessed of spirit, you will know first the desert of you beings. But I will be in the desert to give to you drink from My Merciful Fountain of Pity.
Confess yourselves with Me, and only say to Me every day that you are with Me. Live in faith.
Under the Love of the Father, be blessed.
Thank you for living My words with the heart!
When a door of evil is closed by the presence of the sublime and wise Love of God between the brothers and the sisters of humanity, the Holy Spirit of Christ again fully organizes the consciousnesses, carrying them one more time to the encounter with the true spiritual mission that My Father has entrusted to them.
For this do not fear that your vestments may fall from your beings or that they may be taken off, as they were from My Glorified Body because from you will be taken off the old so that you may be covered by the Holy Spirit.
When My Heart communicates to you the hour of changes it is so that the hearts may be prepared for the path of transcendence and of purification. Whoever drinks from the bitter chalice of the emptiness of oneself will afterwards be with Me to drink and to dine of the chalice of Reparation and of Redemption.
But it is urgent that the past be transmuted by My Merciful Rays so that your beings may receive absolution and forgiveness. I know that sometimes My Disciples feel lonely before so much dryness of the desert and, out of instinct seek to quench their thirst in other fountains that could be dry.
But I tell you that the true Christic and chaste love between beings is born when the truth is revealed between them, because there is present the wisdom of God and the love that may be able to exist between souls that will be able to be purified so that you may love each other in spirit and in fraternity.
For this I have asked you to love each other. I have asked you to love one another as you are so that you may learn to love the soul of each consciousness, because this is your inner goal.
When the love of My Heart is present between beings will be lived the pure Love of God, as My Mother Mary and the Most Chaste Joseph lived it on the Earth. Believe in this love and nourish yourselves through spiritual love, in this way your sensation of emptiness will disappear. I am returning as the renovated source of love that is absent in all of humanity.
Under the Love of the Father, be blessed.
Thank you for living in the Source of My Christic Love.
May My Shepherd Heart be present amongst you and may you be in My Heart and you be able to take, as missionaries, My Message of salvation to the world.
May your example of charity awaken the need for serving in those who do not serve. May your example of surrender activate the need for consecration in those who do not consecrate themselves to My Heart. May your example of fraternal love reflect itself in those who still do not love God so that they may learn to love the Creator above all things.
Through this path of constant surrender My Redeemer Spirit accompanies you. Remember My companions, that you are attempting day by day to become detached from yourselves and to leave behind your projects for the realization of My Greater Project. In consequence, My friends, you will encounter all that is difficult for yourselves but My purifying and liberating Fire will penetrate you whenever you open for an instant the door of the heart.
My dears, today together with the Immaculate Heart I confirm to you that My Universal Mother will continue to be your Mother of Consolation, of Relief, of Hope, your Mother of Grace and of Mercy.
If you have come to the desert of your life, I ask you, dear sheep, dear disciples, that you do not lower your arms, that you feel that with each surrender made by you to My Sacred Heart that you are repairing the great outrages that Humanity sends to Me day by day.
For this know that I Am with you, I am at your side carrying the cross of the great transformation so that in the same way as the Cyrene of Jerusalem, you may victoriously take the steps towards your conversion and redemption.
I want that today in love your eyes may glow with light and that your lips, through prayer, may pronounce devout praises to the Celestial Father.
May My Mercy always be able to accompany you, to distance you from sin and in this way you may be able to enter the Eternal Temple of My Heart.
One more time I gather you in the name of Peace and of Good, of Charity and of Service to the whole world.
Many of My followers in this last cycle will confirm the Christic path that My Steps mark for all. Tirelessly I Am with you because I know that these times will need My Omnipresent Spirit of Love.
Under the Love and the Good of the Father, be blessed.
Thank you for considering My words with the Heart!
Your Redeemer, Christ Jesus.
My dear companions:
Today I take you all towards the depths of My Heart and through this emblem of union with Me I gather you around My Presence so that you may be able to comply with the commandments of My Father.
Dear friends: I know that many of you are about to cross the great threshold of the inner desert in order to thus live the transformation that the Father needs of your lives. He sends Me today for love to you, for love to the whole humanity. My Mercy is today the balsam awaited by your hearts, the one which by means of the Grace poured by Me, will give you strength to walk, love to be able to live and faith to believe in My Powerful Redeemer Word.
Today I am not only with you but also with your brothers and sisters who in this time of infinite mercy are united to My Sacerdotal Spirit.
My dears, I also see in you an intense inner depletion. I ask you to concentrate your faith in My Eternal Faith, your despair in My Comfort, your pain in My Compassion. I love you, I love you so much that I gave the life for you so that your generations would be able to be present in life in this time. Just abandon yourselves in My Arms because My Heart has already received the precious consecration of your souls.
Know, My companions, that the true soldier of Light is formed through the effort in serving and loving God above all things. I adore those who give all for their friends because they will convert themselves into eternal servers of My Kingdom.
While My Spirit circulates throughout the world, pouring Graces and Forgiveness, I ask you that you be brave every day and that you do not lower the banner of peace and redemption.
Dears, I am returning in Omnipresent Spirit in order to let you know the eternal life for your consciousnesses. I encounter in you a luminous path full of blessings.
What else do you want for your lives if from the Cross I completely gave you My Holy Mother?
My friends: entrench your faith in My Immaculate Heart because for you It will be the path of return to My Dwellings.
I thank you for lovingly receiving Me.
Under the Eternal Love of the Father, be blessed.
Thank you for receiving My instructions in the heart!
Christ Jesus, the Redeemer of the world.
If you live every day in My Eternal Reconciliation, among your hearts you will recognize My Sacred Heart of Love. If you aspire to be in My Spirit you will know where to walk because My Light will guide you even through paths distant from Me.
My companions today I show you that all of you can live in My Glorious Pity and Redemption because as Soul and as Heart I recognize your limitations and aspirations. For this do not lower your arms, allow that with your arms open My Heart may irradiate to your essences in order to be able to purify you and form you as the new and awaited Christs of the new time.
The new Christs are the ones who most fail me but who in the end recognize me. The new Christs are the ones who serve me, even without transcending their limitations. The new Christs are the ones who least transform themselves but at the moment of the encounter with Me, My Heart invades them.
The new Christs are the ones who still are not prepared, they are the ones who are the most immature because those who serve me the most, those who surrender themselves the most, those who empty themselves the most and are more humble and forgetful of themselves, these are My servers, the ones who will prepare the earth so that the new harvest may arrive, the new presence of the Christs.
I ask you nothing else than to be faithful to My Cause and to My Will because this will allow you to consecrate your hearts to My Eternal Essence. If you still are in your own inner desert, walk! Walk towards Me! Even in the dusk because My Mercy will guide each of your steps.
I hope that you will surrender yourselves completely to My Heart. I await this moment to be able to love you and strengthen you in the mission that My Father entrusted you. The desert of life empties the consciousness and allows, in the reflection, to strengthen the love in the essence. Remember that you are My Christic essences; you are My disciples of the new age of redemption.
Under the Love of God be blessed.
Thank you for guarding My Heart in your hearts!
At the end of the message Christ started to say to us: “Go in Peace, go in Peace” and it was at this moment that He dictated to us the following prayer:
Partners of My Path:
I know that sometimes you fall to My right and to My left, for this today in the name of the unfathomable and infinite mercy, I come to your meeting because My Heart, wounded by the thorns of humanity, searches for relief in the dwellings which are still not pure, because My Divine Love comes to consecrate them, searches for relief in the empty dwellings, because My Love comes to take loneliness away, searches to relieve in the dwellings that are in pain, because My Love comes to fill each soul with healing.
Come towards Me and trust! I know very well your difficulties and your talents, those which you have to give Me. Open the door so that My Sacred Mercy may free your past and your heart. Let Me find a space for Myself inside of your being.
What else more do you want, My Son and Daughter; only that I may stay close to your inner life?
I know which desert your are now walking in and for where you are going. Unite yourself to My caravan which is going towards the destiny of redemption. Trust in the great Pilgrim who walks around the world looking for where to land and rest. The great moment for the awaited encounter with Me is close and all the servants must be prepared from the heart.
Stay in Me so that I can stay in you. Just wait in patience and in vigilance for the great encounter. I Am with you to encourage you to live in My Meriful Hope. I know that you have fear to look at Me and even to find Me before your little life; now wait, only wait for Me because I Am arriving to each being.
Quiet yourself and be serene in My Heart, I want to birth you into the eternal life, to the encounter with My Redeemer Love. I forgive your falls, but I contemplate your love for Me; today I stay inside of you in prayer.
In the Grace of God, be blessed each one of you with the others.
Thank you for guarding My signs in your hearts!
At the end of the message of Christ, I see arise again from the Heart of Christ a blue source of light that He pours upon us, it was the Source of His Grace and He transmits to us the following prayer:
Prayer to ask for the Grace of the Merciful Jesus
The time has come to respond to the call of God; a call which invites you to go and meet the spiritual and physical needs of this planet in redemption.
The time has come to listen to the Voice of God, which strongly resounds in the hearts that have already awoken.
From His Word will come the strength to move on. From His Love will come the help for renewal each day in the fulfilling of His Plan. From His desert, but also from His Kingdom, will come the experiences that will forge an unbreakable fortitude in those who walk.
Thus, listen to the Voice of God within you and follow His call. There will be no other cycle, there will be no other time.
There is only a great need, children, of being in the correct place and carrying out the responsibilities that your Celestial Father gave you from the beginning of humanity.
The tests are intensified, but the Graces are also multiplied. Know how to take the Gifts of God so that they may be the foundation under your feet, and move on, in prayer, in communion and in surrender.
You have My blessing for this.
The Most Chaste Saint Joseph
When a being enters the desert, even if they have simply touched its sands and felt its heat, they can no longer turn back.
The desert can appear to be dangerous, full of sufferings and woes. But today I tell you that there is no greater suffering for a soul than to enter the desert and not deepen into its experience, to not surrender to God and discover its mysteries.
The soul that steps upon the desert but does not walk in it and rather remains imprisoned by its fears does not let go of the crutches that supported its steps, nor does it discover its true support or know what it is like to walk on its own feet.
This soul, defeated by their fears, without wishing to let go of affections, sensations, the past within themselves, ends up seeking more crutches and more chains; the sensations they did not find with the crutches they hold in their hands and the chains fettered to their feet.
The soul becomes a prisoner of itself, each time emptier, more enslaved and more fearful, simply because they did not manage to yield to the infinity of the desert that appeared before them.
God calls on you to mature in the desert, to set aside human emotions so as to discover and consolidate your heart into Christic Love. But for this, children, you need to let go of your crutches, break the chains, experience the void and walk through it, even though you do not feel support under your own feet.
This is called experiencing faith.
Do not be slaves of yourselves. Recognize that there is no other executioner but pride, vanity and ignorance of hearts that believe they are safer when they are full of themselves, but do not perceive that they do not even know themselves.
I leave you My blessing so that you may cry out for freedom and live it.
If you feel that your feet are on the sands of the desert, walk and do not pause your steps. Consolidate the union with God and strengthen your own faith. This will allow you to be truly free.
The Most Chaste Saint Joseph
Walking in the desert and being defeated by the Power of God is not being indifferent to life or to one's fellow being. The desert leads you to know God so that you may find all creatures and all life within the Creator.
The desert is a Meeting.
After crossing the void, the aridity and the solitude, having transcended the first stages of the desert, the heart purified and yielded to God, which is their only and last Fountain of pure water, the hearts experience a Meeting. In God they discover the truth, the purity and Life itself containing all creatures.
The desert is a path to truly find your fellow being. Upon coming to know yourselves, divesting yourselves of appearances, of crutches, of chains, you will also begin to see with a transparent gaze. By crossing the desert and finding God, you will be able to see Him in everything and in everybody, to discover His Love revealed in the essences of humankind.
When a heart experiences dryness, it is not because this heart is simply crossing the desert; it is because it has stepped into the desert. But it needs to walk in it, allow itself to be transformed in it, experience the void and also the Meeting.
The desert is made up of stages, discoveries, profound and inner experiences that must be understood today. If your hearts feel aridity, emptiness, temptation, loneliness, go deeper into what you experience and come to surrender, to the revelation of faith.
Let your crutches, your chains be broken. Leave, by the side of the road, the human support and even the spiritual ones, which manifest as virtues and skills, and allow yourselves to be nothing.
Continue into the desert upon the long road to empty yourselves.
Feel suspended into the void and, at the same time, very close to touching God.
It is the Meeting in the desert that gives you the strength to renew the Love of God. If there is no desert, there is no Christic Love. But I do not only speak to you about placing your feet upon the hot sand and feeling its dryness; I speak about knowing you are in the desert, accepting it, entering into it, fully living it.
Withdraw into the desert with God, trusting in His silence and in His Presence.
Let all spiritual and human sensations, which were once before confirmations and inner impulses to you, now be substituted by the fortitude of faith that, in a simple and pure way, unites you with God.
Accept the miracle of the desert with love, for God calls to the desert those in whom He hopes to place His trust, His Cross, His Grace and, above all, child, those who have been willing from the beginning to redeem their own lives, surpassing the Love of God.
My voice is an encouragement for the souls that walk into the void, for I simply say: "Go into this void and this desert; walk far and go deep into it, for it is there where you cannot recognize yourself that God will reveal Himself, and will finally show you who you are."
Your Lord used to withdraw into the desert to pray, because it was there where He left behind His human condition and embraced His Divine Condition. And thus, the desert must be a hope for you.
Let the pain of renunciation become freedom from what holds you to the world.
In the desert, you can suffer with heavy footsteps due to the chains of the slavery of the world that are fastened to your feet, or you can bow down before God, place your face on the ground and know that, with your clamor elevated into the void, these currents are broken and you can walk free.
The desert will not cease to be arid and lonely, but your steps will be free and your heart light, so as to reach your own destiny.
You have My blessing for this.
The Most Chaste Saint Joseph
The deserts, child, are experienced in different stages of the surrender and transformation of humankind.
During inner growth, the Creator brings His children into the desert many times. Sometimes rapidly and simply and, sometimes, in a deep and prolonged way, which seems to never end.
The desert is an inner state of emptiness in which the Creator takes from His children and friends all the consolations of Earth, every feeling, every affection, all that which the spiritual being creates as a support, and sometimes this acts as a springboard upon their path toward inner life.
All of that is taken away so that, in this way, the consciousness may learn to be supported purely byspiritual foundations, in the knowledge and experience of God, which is born from faith and the experience of the void.
Consolidate your union with God through the simple certainty that He is present, even though He does not make Himself felt, heard nor seen.
The desert can be seen as rough and painful but, in truth, child, the desert is the invitation of God for souls to achieve a profound and direct union with Him, far from the illusions and the senses, far from the dimensions of matter and all they are made up of.
The desert is an invitation to what is real; but to cross this desert, it is not enough to have knowledge. The science of humility must be discovered, of yielding and of surrender, the science of launching oneself into the Divine Hands and knowing that His Will is perfect, both in the oasis and in the desert, in the temples full of souls that awaken as well as in the calvary full of souls that despise.
That is why I speak about the desert, so that you may learn to love it and to aspire to it. Not to aspire to suffering, but rather aspire to a direct, profound and real union with the One who created you and invites you to express the likeness to His Heart.
You have My blessing for this.
The Most Chaste Saint Joseph